This is Thirty.

 

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I recently hit that milestone that every twenty-something dreads, I turned THIRTY. I will admit, I was not looking forward to this birthday. Thirty felt like a looming deadline that you just keep trying to avoid, a clock ticking that the more you focus on it, the louder it gets and the faster the time passes.

For most of my twenty-ninth year I was dreading each month as they passed and inched me closer to thirty, but my attitude changed in July. It wasn’t the depression that was making me dread thirty (although I am sure that it wasn’t any help), it was the irrational view that society puts on this turning point. There seems to be a bucket list of accomplishments that you are supposed to have checked off during your twenties and if you haven’t, you feel like a failure and that your opportunity to achieve them has passed you by. As my new treatment for my depression started working, the dread of thirty started to seem more and more irrational and my excitement started to grow instead.

Instead of looking at turning thirty as an end, I started to recognize it as beginning to a whole new adventure. Instead of allowing myself to feel the pressure of society to meet their idea of what I should do before thirty, I decided to tune them out completely.  The only timeline in place to complete any bucket list is the one that you put on yourself and you get to determine what defines you as a success or failure.

I am so proud of all that I accomplished in my twenties! I moved to a city where I didn’t know a soul and today call this place home with many relationships, personally and professionally, that will carry me into my thirties. I spent much of my time in my twenties being introspective about myself and my relationships with others. What I learned about who I am and what I believe in is invaluable and I know that I will only continue to learn and grow in my thirties.

My viewpoint that turning thirty was the end was so immature and short sighted. It was so much more fulfilling to embrace thirty with open arms and excitement for all that it will bring. If there is one thing that I know for sure, it is that life is only getting better.

I am mentally healthier than I have ever been and I am ready to take the world by storm as a thirty year old woman. Watch out career, I am here to kick some ass. Family and friends, these relationships are only getting stronger.

I am ready for any adventure that thirty brings, but I won’t be sitting around waiting for them to knock on my door, I am going to make them happen.

10 Comments on This is Thirty.

  1. Gillian
    September 12, 2014 at 2:45 pm (3 years ago)

    Welcome 🙂

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    • BrianneDehlinger
      September 12, 2014 at 2:48 pm (3 years ago)

      Happy to have such great company in the 30 club!

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  2. Kerry @ Snark and Pepper
    September 12, 2014 at 3:10 pm (3 years ago)

    This is such a good attitude, Bri. I have definitely enjoyed my 30s so far! I definitely have a better sense of who I am and what I want compared to my 20s. And I’d go as far to say I’m happier at this age.

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    • BrianneDehlinger
      September 12, 2014 at 3:16 pm (3 years ago)

      30s > 20s!

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  3. Courtney
    September 12, 2014 at 5:02 pm (3 years ago)

    I totally agree- 30s > 20s without a doubt! There have been so many times in the last 6 months or so that I’ve thought about the way I handled a situation or felt about something and realize how much I’ve matured because my reactions/ feelings in my 20s would have been completely ridiculous!

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    • BrianneDehlinger
      September 12, 2014 at 6:51 pm (3 years ago)

      Cheers to being smarter and stronger in our 30s! Woohoo!!!

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  4. Megen
    September 12, 2014 at 5:40 pm (3 years ago)

    Good to know I can start looking forward to 30 instead of dreading. You make 30 look good!

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    • BrianneDehlinger
      September 12, 2014 at 6:51 pm (3 years ago)

      Thanks Spiller! 🙂

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  5. Maggie
    September 13, 2014 at 1:39 am (3 years ago)

    I feel like I’m on the edge of glory…at age 28 & 11/12.

    Every age you are is the best age, I think!!!

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  6. Karen
    September 13, 2014 at 3:57 am (3 years ago)

    You are awesome…at any age! Love reading your thoughts and take on topics! Love you!

    Reply

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